Dear
Diary
Today
was almost like getting up in the hostel. (Ofcourse, not entirely). I dragged
myself out of (a softer) bed as late as possible, tired and groggy, and reached
the studio just in time!
I
really don’t know why, but after two extremely fulfilling days, I somehow
didn’t enter the studio with the same enthusiasm that I had the previous days.
Painting, as simple as it may seem, can be extremely draining, mentally and
physically.
Well,
anyway, as I entered, Alex was getting our easels ready. We were going to be
painting outdoors today! A Live painting! Woah. I can’t deny I had a mix of
emotions. It seemed interesting, fun but tough. And more than that, I thought, “why
today? I am so not going to get this right”.
We
went to a park. The aim was to learn tonal values.
To
my surprise, before Caroline began, she said “if anyone of you is feeling
tired, or homesick, or just not particularly happy, its normal. It usually
happens on Day 3 or 4”
Relief.
Believe
it
or not, but painting outdoors can be a tricky process. I guess the key
lies
in keeping it simple. Choosing a certain number of elements from the
scene and
working on it.
More
than just learning about tones, I think a change in perspective came about
after this day. Caroline’s program was true to its word, it actually brings out
the artist in you. It’s when you start noticing not just one green, but the
shades of green, the hues of yellows, the sunlight falling on the leaves
lending its own charm, the beauty of the drooping lilies, and the temptation to
paint all of that in one!
And
that is where the beauty lies. In each one’s interpretation. In each one’s
thought.
I
remember when I was asked in Godrej LOUD about my passion for painting and how
it all came about.. I had shared a childhood story with them wherein I actually
used to come up with my best sketches and paintings when I used to be in the
worst possible mood!
I
probably did it again.
I also
probably figured out the reason behind it. Painting is about taking risks. (No,
I am not eccentric). It is. It’s about exploring and experimenting, whether
it’s with the colours, or with the brush strokes.
It’s
when you take command of the brush, of each and every movement that you create,
when the strokes become bold, and when everything else around you is put on
hold. That is what makes a masterpiece.
And
maybe, that’s what I did unconsciously that day. And I did get it right!